"Almost There"

The Untold..

Marita Edquist

Defining me'h, Marita Edquist is something abstract, illusory even..

 
In a second you'll find our "lifestyle" and expectancy is hardly comparable.

Easiest, in chaos I am harmony, in harmony I am chaos!

So my story rolls..
I'm someone's friend, sister, rival, best friend, niece, daughter, x-girlfriend, flatmate and perhaps a new friend. A "timeout" from Psychology studies lead me to follow passions in life, my time- Marita Time.

Whilst others roll over and wait for life to come to them, I do my 100% utterly best'est to place myself out there and make passions in this journey of life come my way.
 
How could- would- should I expect otherwise unless I'll make the change?

Little in life taught me more then travelling..
New places..
New countries..
New sceneries..
New cultures..
New people..
The biggest rush, the best high of my life, the strongest drug I ever tried!
 
I wish to say when death is knocking on my door:

"Yes ma'm been there and of course I've done that!"

I lived in Norway, Spain, Australia, Korea, Thailand, Denmark blablabla.. Whilst travelling most areas I can possible manage on this planet collecting a new passport stamp, my next fix.
 
If you read so far you may conclude that Psychology is my main go as a student and a non-student. Private- and business wise! Psychology place people's action's in a bigger picture, and we all need knowledge in the area to finally grasp the understanding where the world heads off these days.

It intruiges me how some people who don't know me personally have all these different views and opinions of me.
"Woooo'hooow I must be Great!"
People really love to judge the book by it's cover and it always brings me to smile :) I should, but really, I doooooon't care what a random stranger[s], people- who- dont- know me think of me.
I am who I am and always had the best mentor's- people around correcting me in the right direction. 

Trust though, even though I look sort of "girly" don't assume that I don't know what's going on! I'm not going to do a pose, pout my lips nor get a mohawk or piercings and start punching walls just to prove to someone how "hardcore" I am.
 
Those who know me will confirm I despise drama, gossiping! Hence why I prefer to be a female among "males", doing sport whatever to avoid "who- fucked- who- and- when- they- fucked- conversations", I doooon't care! Sex and The City w-w-what?! P#ss off will you!!

From teenage time and experiences I have chosen to leave verbal conflicts aside and let those who don't know me think what they wish to think. In contradictory I don't mind a verbal marathon, but in most case scenarios it's resolve as a complete waste of precious time..

You win, I loose- happy?

The love, trust, emotions and respect I have towards people is build up by the loyalty of the experience I've gained with that particular person. Give me honesty and I shall and I will- always give you two times back yours, do believe it.

I don't care what you've done- or haven't done in this life! Those who are closest to my heart are not bounded by their social status, financial background nor police record.
Kindness, honesty and a simple smile equals a forever friend- comradeship.

People who screwed me over know today not to do it again. Karma is persistant and constant, she'll hunt you down and make you sing "Opera", not me'h. I always [seem to..] forgive, let alone I do not forget.

The aspect of my personality would best be characterised as unpredictable, androgyn, honest regardless of outcome, impulsive, down to earth, open- minded, reflected, intellegent even, controlled by nature [I control me!], extroverts, loud- yet quiet, independent, se(x)nsual, faithful, stubborn, adventurous and maybe too-straight-forward for own good. A Scorpio all the way.
 
I take care of myself and aim to live healthy in the trust and avoidance of "junk" in most aspects of daily life. Never favoured picky- and narrow mindness, nor connected with people who are to fond of themself to get their hands dirty. We are all bounded by the same aspects to get through this life, who are in the position to judge what's right or wrong?!

Treasure motherly calls, enlightening conversation(s). If you got a witty banter, big portion of self ironi, utilize words plus five letters in your vocabulary (MY FETISH!) combined being a better story- teller [then me ha- ha], you got yourself a new mate.

I don't do smalltalks easy! Quality beats Quantity, age is catching up- cut the crap and get to the f#cking point please..

"You said w-w- what?"

Days passes making sure the continuous growth of being content, nothing more- nothing less. Mother earth is giving us the best in life, free of charge, we should embrace her gift with humbleness and curisoty upon her generousity, life is short and we die too long!

Always appreciate being entertained by the jokes in life whilst laughing, loving, exploring every finger lickin' ride of it..

Somehow it always bring you safe back to "home"

I am an artist at living, my work of art is my life!
// Marita